IT IS NOT WHAT YOU BELIVE IT IS WHAT…

IT IS NOT WHAT YOU BELIVE IT IS WHAT PERCEIVE.

Do you realize that 99% of the thoughts you have do not belong to you? Your mind is perceiving them and recognizing them as yours, but they are not really yours, they come from others. From the environment, from other people from mass consciousness. The question is what we identify with.

With our body is similar, belongs to our ancestors. We have them, we use it, but it is not us. We experience everything as we perceive it. The mind, the body is the tool of reality perception. That’s it.
 
It all depends on what we choose. If we choose that someone rules our world, life, God directs our fate, the government in which we live and we burden everything else, not us, it is our way of perception and this is how it happens. And all our human experience will confirm that it is “truth” and there is no way out. But it depends on us what we choose. What are the limits we will set for ourselves?

Going further, it may seem to us that we are inventing something, some ideas, but all this is already finished and invented. What we create is our experience of how we perceive and interact with it. People suffer because they are trapped in one perspective and it seems to them that it can not be changed. They are stuck in thousands of illusions that block them and prevent them from moving.

They search for solutions, read books, try to improve their lives, but it is a continuous wandering into illusions and a tighter prison. Until they give up and say enough, I want change. What I have done so far in the long run does not change anything. Time for change. Then people wake up. Illusions fall with a bang and we see ourselves naked. There is a moment when we see ourselves as we are. And it’s a pure joy!

What does the Master do?

He is the master of perception, he juggles them and changes them like in a kaleidoscope. Reality changes immediately. He can enter any reality and leave it at any time. He can be anything and everything, but it knows that it’s just a change of illusion, a perception. Nothing is permanent, everything is changeable. Time is an illusion. Everything is going on now. Life is not linear is multidimensional. 

What does a human do?

He is trapped in one point of perception. He believes in the mind, which is only a tool of perception, thinks with schemas, patterns and tries to repeat them. If he does not see the logical solution, he creates a problem on which he must work. And so man drowns in his mind, which is filled with thoughts of garbage.

Can you give up everything you believed in, everything that “yours”? Feel yourself and then play human life joyfully and without attachments? How much can you allow yourself? You set limits.

Can you imagine that every moment is new. Like a new life and does not have to be associated with any other moment? It seems to us that we must continue our stories, matters, but in fact we can jump out and go somewhere else at any moment. Without any circumscriptions and obligations. The question is, how much can you allow?
As much as you believe.

~Saint Egoist

LOSS OF SELF ILLUSION

People tend to collect good things, positive opinions about themselves and they’re trying to hide things they don’t want to see. The image of oneself must be perfect and flawless. Then there appear desires that are supposed to fill all the gaps of the ego, with what we identify ourselves with. This is how the endless game of mind comes into being that wants to keep our identity alive. The mind searches for security, repetitive patterns and logic. It tries to control, manage, predict and protect what it has gained as an advantage over others who may threaten its existence. Any other views, changes, innovations, revolutions are a threat.If the threat is too great there is aggression and fight to destroy the view, the opponent who threatens the illusion of ego. It’s a power game. All the fear that we as humans experience is the loss of this illusion. This is not true. It is only in the mind. Nothing threatens us. People are not afraid of death, they are afraid of losing their identity, the image of themselves they have created in their heads, and they still believe that it is “they”.

Many people have heard of this concept, but I know few who have really experienced it and feel it, are living standards of it.There is a tendency to abandon one identification and assume another. Someone was a businessman, said one day he wanted change and became a “spiritual” person. It’s still the same game. Being truly free means letting go all our identities, those we like and those we don’t like.  We do not need to destroy it, we do not need to fight it, fix it, we just need not take it seriously. And that’s it. It’s not about being a perfect human, it’s not about finding the one truth that’s right. It’s about changing self-perception. We don’t need anyone or anything from the outside. It’s just a change of perspective. You can say it now, yes, I know it, I’ve heard it before. But 99% of those who already know it have put the concept in a box and hide it deep in a drawer. They labeled it and signed it. But it’s not about knowing and understanding, it’s about feeling and experiencing. Can you imagine the feeling that you’re just fine? And you don’t have to correct anything anymore? What a release.

~Saint Egoist

RELEASING SACREDNESS

I had many identities. One of the funniest and most tricky was being a “spiritual person”. I had to eat healthily, I didn’t eat anything for some time, I had to meditate a lot, do yoga, read a lot of books, collect crystals and play on Tibetan bowls. I couldn’t have had bad thoughts and I was very serious about it. I was sending love to people, nature and the world. I just kept collecting things that have “spiritual people”. Because being a spiritual person is a serious matter, and above all a sacred one. These are not jokes, because you can have bad karma and subsequent incarnations and low vibrations. And then everything from scratch. 

One beautiful sunny day, it all started fucking around. A few of my identities started to fall apart, but so completely. Nothing fit together. I just saw the big building fall apart and I can only watch the dust fall to the ground.That’s when my realization came in. It was all just a big fat story. A suffering that did not exist. And no one cares how it ends. Even God. There is no hell, there is no heaven, there is no god, no good no bad and no nothing I believed in turned out to be an illusion. Just an experience.  I fucked up all the stones and crystals, incense and candles, rolled up the yoga mat and went to the shop to buy a bottle of whiskey, cigarettes and crisps. I never smoked, but since I can smoke and eat everything without consequences, I’ll smoke. Why not? I sat by the lake, smoked a pack of cigarettes and drank a bottle of whiskey listening to the devilish music from the phone. I’ve always had a tendency to listen to satanic bands, now I could do it without feeling guilty. 

I’ve been trying to be “good” for so long, I’ve had to react somehow to be in a balance.I screamed and laughed at myself. My human self was so happy to dance in joy with soul. 

And so it was!

Saint Egoist