One day, I heard the voice of my soul in my head.
SOUL: What are you waiting for?
HUMAN: Yyyy? I do so many things, I have a great life.
SOUL: What are you waiting for? What are you waiting for? What are you waiting for?
SOUL: Why do you stand still, years go by and you do everything around you, but not what you should do?
You go around and around and you don’t do what you’re supposed to do.
HUMAN: Then what the hell am I supposed to do?
SOUL: No more running around in circles. Look at yourself. What are you afraid of? Not what bothers you, what you want to fix. What are you most afraid of? You think you have to solve all your human problems in order to go further. Clean up. You say, OK, we move on, but first I have to do this and this…. and the years go by. And you are standing in the same place and waiting. You don’t know what you’re waiting for. You keep repeating the same thing. And you are just waiting.You were trained to perfection not to see what you were most afraid of. Not to see what is the essence of things. You have lied to yourself and you are lying to others. You do it perfectly, that you believe in it. You’re a perfect liar.
HUMAN: Thank you for your appreciation.
SOUL: Yeah, you’re great, everything you do is beautiful. The human experience is amazing and as a soul, I don’t want to punish you for anything. No one wants to punish you, you are perfect at what you do. But it’s time to move on. It’s time to move on, dear human.
HUMAN: Okay, I have some problems, things I’m afraid of and I didn’t want to look at them for a long time. I’m running out of money, there’s a fuck in my life and I don’t know what’s gonna happen tomorrow.
SOUL: But what’s behind these things? The details that manifest themselves physically do not matter. It is only a reflection of what is in the depths.What are you really afraid of? It’s not money, it’s not health, it’s not human problems.
HUMAN: I think I’m afraid of suffering.
SOUL: That’s the answer I wanted. It was easier for you to solve human problems, to walk from one problem to another and to create another so that you could solve it again. It was an escape from suffering. But if you look at the years of your life, you always had something to eat, a place to live and a good life, and yet you suffered. You suffered deeply. You could smile and look like a happy person, but you suffered deeply.
HUMAN: That’s how I feel about this suffering right now.
SOUL: 99% of people live and identify themselves with the mind, the ego. And the basis on which the mind is built is suffering. It’s so important to feel suffering. Don’t think about it, but feel it and don’t run away from it. Suffering is the creation of the mind. It may manifest itself physically, but it is an illusion, a creation of the mind.
When you know it’s an illusion, you’re not afraid to go through it anymore. It is painful to avoid fear, but not to recognize it and open yourself up to it. If you consciously open yourself to suffering, it disappears. There is no more power over you.
HUMAN: All right, but what about those physical problems that can really affect me and I can really physically suffer?
SOUL: This is what keeps you in the illusion of fear the most, physical suffering. But as I said, even physical suffering is mental. Through your mind, you create physical pain. Stop creating pain.When you accept it and stop creating physical pain, when you really understand it, nothing will hurt you. There can be no physical reality, any reality, unless you create it in non-physical dimensions.It’s time to let go of the illusion of fear. This is the only thing that keeps you in your mind. By understanding this, you can open yourself up to all illusions and sufferings. Everything you avoided. When they appear, be open, allow, breath deeply do not explain the decisions you have made in the past and what you will do in the future to avoid those problems. All human everyday problems are a manifestation of mental fear of suffering. People create problems because they think that if they solve them they will stop suffering, but then there will be others and others. You won’t get through suffering by solving your problems. No fighting, a total surrender. This is an internal transformation. So stay calm. Don’t try to focus on small problems, this is what distracts you from the essence of the existence of problems. Feel the essence of suffering, take it with all your heart. Remember, nothing can happen to you. Things may look dangerous around you, but it’s a mind game. Spread your wings and rise above all else. This is true alchemy. And you are a true Alchemist.
And remember, you’re great, no one judges you for your choices. Only you. You are not in danger. You are a great being who has for a moment forgotten who you are. You are the only creator of your reality, no one threatens you but you. All the problems you’ve created for yourself you can uncreate them. Remember, nothing is what you think it is. Feel the essence. When you go through the path of suffering, you transcend your mind and return to your I AM. To the memory of who you really are as a
AND SO IT IS…