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Trust

  • April 14, 2019April 14, 2019
  • by Saint Egoist

People trust dead people, God, angels, politicians, doctors, authorities, other people but not themselves. True trust comes from within. No one can give you something you don’t give yourself. True mastery is about relying on yourself, not the others. When you really trust yourself, you don’t need outside confirmations.When you do not trust yourself, your trust comes from outside you have doubts, lack of self-confidence and you sabotage all your actions. Then you have no self-esteem, you feel bad, helpless and worthless. You become a victim of your own life. This is real human suffering. At the end you have only you. You are the only one person you have to trust. Everything else is a consequence of your relationship with you.
Many times in my life I was before the realization of my dreams, the things I wanted to realize I ran away at the last moment. I have not lacked anything, neither skills, nor creativity, resources, everything has always been there. At the end there was only a question, a doubt, which destroyed everything. In this way, for many years I sabotaged every action of mine. Then I tried even harder, suffered even more, and had doubts again. These doubts that I am not good enough, I should try to go on to become better and, in the end, fear that it will not work again.The things I wanted the most became my greatest pain. The things I wanted I started to avoid because I was afraid of suffering. It was self-sabotage pattern. Lack of self-trust and its consequences.It’s easy to say “believe in yourself”. But it’s just words. Realizing this, experience is something much deeper. It means letting go of everything, telling everyone that we don’t need anything, we are sovereign and the only creators of our lives. We can’t blame anyone for anything, because it’s all our creation and experience.You rely on You. You don’t trust God, you don’t trust angels, you don’t trust your partner, you trust ONLY yourself. You are sovereign. 

~Saint Egoist

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Paradox of Realization

  • April 13, 2019April 13, 2019
  • by Saint Egoist

It’s very funny to realize that you’re realized. You have always been.Suddenly, the veil disappears. And you realize that this is it. It’s always been here. You just haven’t seen it. You looked everywhere and it was always here. What a joke. The great joy of being yourself. You came back home. You know that you know. You always knew you knew. It is finished. The great joy of being yourself. “Do I want to end this life?”. It is a great addiction to live human life, drama, suffering, problems, eternal unfulfillment, and a never-ending search for yourself. It’s known, safe. And somehow we like it. We chose that. “Do I want to move on?” To a new, unknown, indefinite, difficult to understand by the mind or I’m going back?

~Saint Egoist 

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JOY is Your Natural State

  • April 2, 2019April 2, 2019
  • by Saint Egoist

The natural state of your being is the overwhelming joy of existence. No external conditions have to be fulfilled.Maybe some of you have long forgotten this feeling. But it is still in you. It exists and radiates all the time. It never ends. If you don’t feel this joy now, it means that it has been overshadowed by emotions, thoughts.These emotions thoughts may be yours or someone from your environment. It’s normal to feel this, the question of whether we want it to affect our sense of joy or not. Realizing this fact expand our consciousness and we cease to identify with what we feel. 
It’s so simple, and it’s so easy to forget about it. May pure joy be with you. How you will find it within everything else does not really matter.It all starts with joy.

Saint Egoist

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Prison of time

  • April 2, 2019April 2, 2019
  • by Saint Egoist

Time doesn’t really exist and it’s an illusionary construction of the mind. Procrastinating, waiting for a change is a great excuse not to do anything. No decision making, because we have to wait for something. It’s convinient.
Waiting until someone comes into our lives and gives us happiness, waiting until our lives become better. Waiting until something finally happens in our lives. These are great excuses not to make decisions and to sit in a comfortable prison of time and waiting. 
Persistence in this is the fear of change. The human mind does not like change. It prefers to repeat suffering and known patterns rather than opening up to new and unknown.
Not to talk about realization, this enlightenment means the total death of the human self. It is terrifying for human and prefers not to do anything. The human prefers to learn forever, read books and go to new workshops and courses, but never finish it.
Being always a step away from realization, but not in realization. This is very annoying. 

Saint Egoist

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There are no other obstacles in your way. Only…

  • April 1, 2019April 1, 2019
  • by Saint Egoist

You are the creator of everything, even your problems.No one can help you or heal anything in your life only you yourself. All that surrounds you is your creation. It’s easy to blame others for your fate, but it’s only us. We can change what we have created. If we have created a prison, we can get out of it. Since we created it, only we can change it. Nobody else.

~Saint Egoist

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The Truth Is Here

  • March 29, 2019March 29, 2019
  • by Saint Egoist

Many masters have been telling the truth for thousands of years. Few people hear what they say. They don’t want to experience the truth, they want to look for it all the time. The end of the search, the experience of truth means the death of human identification. Abandonment of all beliefs. It terrifies people. It is more convenient to repeat old patterns, it is easier to suffer and always look outside for what we cannot give to ourselves. It is easier to experience things we don’t like than to accept a solution. People love to suffer, to struggle with life. It is unpleasant, but safe in a sense. People do not want to know the answers, they do not want to see the truth. The are busy keeping old illusions, lies, imagination in life. Most of the things that people struggle with are created by themselves in order to hide from the truth. They sabotage their actions, their dreams, everything they want to take away from themselves in order to be able to continue searching. These words are inconvenient truth. It is the fear of knowing the truth, the fear of change. Closing the circle of repeated addictive patterns. 

~Saint Egoist

MOONthly Update

MOONthly Upadate FEBRUARY

  • February 1, 2019February 11, 2019
  • by Saint Egoist

Hello beloved friends! 


This is my first entry in the MOONthly updates category. I will publish here what are the upcoming potentials, which has a chance to show up at this time. I hope you will enjoy it!


JANUARY was the month of establishing new things, starting new ventures. It was a moment of reset and finally a decision. It was time to ask ourselves what we want in the new year and then choose the upcoming potentials.
Many times we wanted something, we dreamed about something, but we did not make a final decision. Maybe we waited for something special to happen in our lives, but nothing happened. This is life in stagnation. Life in fear of change. It was a month where we had to cleanse ourselves from fear, from our emotional issues, which limit our decisions flowing from the depths of our souls and hearts.
Emotional cleansing of many of us has allowed us to clearly look at our lives and finally choose the direction we want to follow in harmony with ourselves. That was the foundation for the rest of this year.


FEBRUARY

February seems to be a much calmer month. There is finally time to be able to enjoy who you are and do what you love. You made your choices, everything now serves you. It will be a month where we will be able to feel the lightness of life, joy. Because we finally got rid of the burden of unnecessary things that we dragged with us for years. We will feel lightly, because we will have the clarity of what we do. 
Getting rid of thick layers of unnecessary things gives a sense of nakedness, being more sensitive and sensual. Lack of things to which we were very used, although we did not necessarily like them.

Being sensitive, sensual allows us to feel a lot of things, but that does not mean that everything we feel is ours. It is important to be able to feel things that are truly ours, and not those that come behind the mass consciousness, and fears of others.
Yes, yes, nakedness… I would forget that February is a month of love, so nudity, delicacy, sensitivity is the most desirable at this time!
This month may be a tendency to return to old patterns. But we have done so many times that it is high time to stop it!
We know everything, we just pretend we do not know. Time to trust yourself and stop finally having doubts.

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